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September 27th, 2004
10:00 am - This is starting to get humorous
So Jenn (the bitch) has decided to attack Kat (self- loathing whore haha). This is rather funny to me because A. Jenn is much smaller than Kat and Kat could break her in half and B. Jenn has opened the door for all of her friends to be tortured. In the past we have left her friends alone and just chalked them all up to be stupid but ok people, but now we get to torture them cause we know it will get to her. Isn't trial and error fun? These friends are by no means innocent, we just let their shit go because we figured the were temporarily insane. No more of that. Yes, Ginger is a nosey bitch with no personality of her own, and yes Mike is a retard who deserves all the diseases that Jenn gives him. We all know that much, but what will become of them without big bad Jenn here to protect them?
Dina
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/devious_a.gif) devious
Current Music: James
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October 26th, 2003
01:25 am - New beginnings and Old memories
Yes yes I am updateing again. I know I know it has been FOREVER. Trey still hasn't set up our computer so I am SOL with my LJ....The only reaswon this is going up is that I am at my parents house and using their computer. I just got back from Philly. Trey and I went up there for a wedding. It was nice. My whole family liked him and my cousin actually liked him enough to ask him when everyone was coming to Texas for a wedding (HINT HINT) LOL! It was a fun weekend. I got a very wierd email today. I wanted to check since I hadn't checked it in like 3 months so I get on and my ex, Chris, had replied to one of my journal entries. It was sort of bitter sweet. He didn't leave anything so that I could get in touch with him, and I really thought it was someone else until I saw my nickname that he used. I tried replying since he wrote it like RIGHT after I went to SA I don't even know if he still looks. It would be nice to know how he is doing though. I just hope he is as happy as I am. In the end I think that is all we have ever wanted for each other. So Chris if you are reading this, drop me a line and let me know you are ok. The email address is still the same.
On another note, I am doing well in SA. I'm with Trey now and we are living together and it has been interesting to get used to, but I think that we both have finally settled down and gotten settled in. I'm happier than I have ever been. So for those of you that have me on your list I will update more when I have a computer again, and for those who may be reading....write me dammit and stop being mysterious guy! :)
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July 21st, 2003
10:56 am - It was a Dave Matthews Band Week
So I went on the week o Dave last week with Trey, and I have to say it was very enjoyable. I had a lot of fun and met some really cool people that we ended up going tubing with on Sat. That was fun too minus the part where I flipped in the rapids and hit my tailbone on every fucking rock in the river...Yeah that was nice. 10 days til I am in San Antonio for good. It is coming up quick. It has finally hit me that this is for real. We are moving in together and he is the person I will spend the rest of my life with. It's kinda crazy that it doesn't bother me at all. I haven't even really thought about it that much. I will be all alone all week. My parents are coming up this weekend with the Navigator to help me move some of the furniture I have here and some extra stuff that I don't need. We did some moving earlier in the week too. I am working until Thursday then I have off to concentrate on really moving and cleaning. I'm gonna go so I can kiss the man before he leaves here for work. Be well all....and updates are sparse with everything going on.....sorry.
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October 26th, 2002
04:41 am - Parents....woohoo
Here at the parent's house. It is 5am and I can't sleep.....Probably because I was dead to the fucking world asleep last night. Besides the fact that I don't have a bed....yes they are all taken.....my sister has a friend over and Trey is here so there go all the beds....I get the couch with no pillow or blanket....WOOHOO....this is the life....why don't I come home more often? Sheesh.
Trey and I got into a fight on the way here.....like a pull over and talk kinda fight. Yeah it sucked....But I think I got out what I needed to about how I have been feeling lately. I feel bad cause I take it all out on him, when the truth is that it isn't only him that makes me feel this way (to anyone reading---don't take this personally cause it ain't you either :P) Part of it is the time of year.....I always feel burdened around this time cause it is my job to make everyone's birthday (almost all of my family was born in October--hence the reason why I am home) and holidays good. I mean here I am making the effort to come here when I could have just had a nice relaxing weekend at home with no work and yet what did they do for my birthday? Oh yeah, they went to see my brother....the only person in the family with a birthday in MARCH! I'm feeling really self centered cause I feel like I have to make everyone else happy and there is no time for me to make me happy and noone else is willing to go out of their way to do it. So I am stuck between a rock and a hard place again this year....those that have known me have gone through it with me before....bare with me...it will pass....but for a little while I am gonna be down and all around bitchy because I feel left out and not important I guess. At least my mom isn't here to make my life hell.....what luck I came down on a weekend that she will be gone all except tomorrow night....woohoo!
I am gonna go try to get some sleep on the oh so UNcomfy couch. Wish me luck.
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May 30th, 2002
May 8th, 2002
04:28 pm - I'm a bad employee
SO let me quit you idiot. If you are gonna call me a bad employee to my face then why are you sitting there begging me to stay. Don't tell me things that you think will motivate me tell me the fucking truth. That you need me to stay cause I am the only fucker there with any kind of work ethic and that if I wasn't there half the shit that gets done wouldn't. My attitude sucks.....so fucking deal with it....I am not changing who I am because 2 people don't like me. Really I'm not. I'm not there to make friends I'm there to make money and if you have a problem with it LET ME QUIT. This is retarded. UGH.
Anyway, happily looking for a new job. Anyone know of anything open? I signed my yea away on the lease yesterday so I am stuck in Austin for another year. Kinda bummed cause everything that I want is somewhere else.
*Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Say you want to get married
And Runaway
I want to wake up where you are*
So I am going back to work today and I really don't mind it cause well, fuck that place and I am gonna find a new job....YAY!
Happy wednesday.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/happy_a.gif) amused
Current Music: Angel Eyes
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April 30th, 2002
03:30 pm - Missing Trey
You're in my heart--Rod Stewart
I didn't know what day it was
when you walked into the room
I said hello unnoticed
You said goodbye too soon
Breezing through the clientele
spinning yarns that were so lyrical
I really must confess right here
the attraction was purely physical
I took all those habits of yours
that in the beginning were hard to accept
Your fashion sense, Beardsly prints
I put down to experience
The big bosomed lady with the Dutch accent
who tried to change my point of view
Her ad lib lines were well rehearsed
but my heart cried out for you
Chorus:
You're in my heart, you're in my soul
You'll be my breath should I grow old
You are my lover, you're my best friend
You're in my soul
My love for you is immeasurable
My respect for you immense
You're ageless, timeless, lace and fineness
You're beauty and elegance
You're a rhapsody, a comedy
You're a symphony and a play
You're every love song ever written
But honey what do you see in me
(Chorus)
You're an essay in glamour
Please pardon the grammar
but you're every schoolboy's dream
You're Celtic, United, but baby I've decided
You're the best team I've ever seen
And there have been many affairs
Many times I've thought to leave
But I bite my lip and turn around
'cause you're the warmest thing I've ever found
(Chorus
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/crushed_a.gif) depressed
Current Music: This song
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April 24th, 2002
02:54 pm - Ugh
Still pissed and I don't want to go to work today. Thanks for listening to me bitch and whine last night Stu! Off to get ready for work and the never ending battle with the children that I work with!
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04:14 am - FUCK OFF!!!!!!
I just wrote this whole big long post out and my mother fucking computer froze....So now I sit here crying cause that was just the perfect way to end the shitty night I had had.....So I say this.....FUCK WORK....I'm looking for a new job.... FUCK MISSING CHRIS.....He understood....I miss his friendship......FUCK MY COMPUTER...Piece of shit. FUCK THIS NIGHT....OMG so shitty......AND FUCK DISHONESTY.....another time, another post...... Oh and FUCK EVRYONE THAT I HELP OUT AND THEN GO AND WHINE ABOUT ME...... Who else??? UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
Glad Shell had her epiphany....really I am.....but I am way too upset and pissed off to write about it right now....
FUCK OFF WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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April 13th, 2002
April 10th, 2002
April 3rd, 2002
02:00 pm - Feeling better.
Thanks for all the advice guys! I am no longer bleeding to death. YAY ME! I do feel a little weak from the loss of blood (yes I lost that much) but I will go to work and eat a burger and I'll feel better. I think I am going to have to stay all night @ work tonight cause I stil don't have rent and I have other bills besides rent that I have to pay very soon plus going home and stuff. That kinda sucks since I am the 5 o'clock waiter so that I don't have to stay cause I have to be there tomorrow morning. Oh well, we'll see how it goes and how I feel and stuff.
Moving right along, I want to see Ben Harper in concert again. I checked and he isn't gonna be in town anytime soon which sucks. He just fucking rocks live. And he is not hard to look at either! Sheesh. So my wish is that he will say fuck it and come to Austin cause Dina wants to see him.
I hope Trey is having a less stressful day today. I'm so proud of him. Not sure if the reason is a secret or not so I'll just leave it at that.
I have been thinking about work alot lately. I may not make the move to the new store. I might go up there to train and stuff but I think I'll come back to the store I work at now after training and stuff. I will make more money and I won't have to deal with Kevin. I found out the other day that Kevin will pretty much be running the new store, and it seriously makes me want to be sick. Not only is Kev a bad manager he is a hypocrit and he sucks when it comes to me. I love him to death outside of work but I can't stand him as soon as he walks in that door and he gets all high and mighty. Even when we were dating we fought all day at work and as soon as we walked out the door we were fine again. So yeah it sucks alot but I think I would be much happier staying at the old store. I know they need me to train and stuff though so I'll end up going to the new store for a little while....maybe for the summer and then coming back to the old store.
I guess that is it for now. I should go get ready for work since I have to shave and stuff (another annoying girl thing) Hugs and stuff.
Current Mood: content
Current Music: Burn one down- Ben Harper
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01:59 pm - OMG This is fucking funny
You?re Britney Spears! Face it, ya got it made. You?re sexy and popular, and have tons of people craving to be you. Sure, you?ve got some enemies out there, but you?ve also got a lot of people wishing they were with you. You?re the kind of person who knows you?re hot, and you?re not afraid to go all out to prove it.
What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah
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March 21st, 2002
04:21 pm - Again fuck off world
Shell is at home now and feeling better and that makes me happy. I've talked to her alot in the past few days and I can see her improving. It's wonderful. Everyone in the world is a little erked with me right now it seems. It wouldn't be fair to them to say that I don't know what I did cause I do. I just don't feel that I am wrong or unjustified about it. I just wish that people trusted me a little more and jumped to conclusions a little less. I wouldn't do anything to intentionally hurt someone that I care about. I don't know.....on to other things.
Stuart is here. He's been a very close friend and trusted companion for a while. He knows so much about me and how I have changed over the years. For the last few days we have just sat and talked all night. About life, about love, about Shell, about everything. He is an amazing friend and probably the only person in the world other than Shell who can just look at me and know that I am holding something back. I usually hide very well but I think those two might have went to Dina class together. So I am having a good time with a close friend and getting some stuff out that I need to.
Trey is coming down here tonight to meet Stu. I can't wait for him to be here. I haven't seen him in a few days and that is way too long. I'm excited about that. I really do love him. It's scarey sometimes how much. So I am going out tonight with a good friend and the guy that I love and I am gonna have fun dammit :)
Love to all,
Dina
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/juicy/cutealiens/angry_a.gif) cynical
Current Music: The Flag....BNL
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March 14th, 2002
02:00 am - Fuck off world
Yes this is my mood right now. I'm worried about Shell....a little upset about "other things" and just want everyone but trey to go away and leave me alone. I have been sick for like 3 days....I have a bladder/ kidney infection (thank you Trey) and it hurts. Besides the fact that I have had to work all week including a double yesterday. Trey sits here and vegs while I type cause I just yelled at him about reading over my shoulder. I'm not in a great mood being sick and all and instantly feel bad for griping at him. I sit and think about Shell. It worries me. I hope she is ok. By the time I heard I couldn't call cause I didn't want her "roommate" to cause more problems for her than she has already. God I wish she would get her ass down here. Where I can take care of her and go see her and and and.
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March 1st, 2002
06:05 pm - I wish I thought ahead more
Roger Creager is playing @ Antone's tonight and the scabs aren't even playing on Tuesday. UGH....I wish I would have looked at this before I started making all these plans. Yeah chalk this one up to Dina is an idiot and can't be in charge of anything cause I fuck it up! Oh well....the Scabs will play again and so will Roger Creager. I just wish that I had thought of all this before I started making plans and stuff. Two good shows in one week that I am missing. UGH! OH well. Live and learn.
One good thing though. My guy (hehe) is coming up tonight and I get to spend much needed time with him and cuddle and talk and have fun and and and....I'm EXCITED! YAY!
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February 26th, 2002
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