Dina

This is starting to get humorous

2004-09-27T15:09:18Z

So Jenn (the bitch) has decided to attack Kat (self- loathing whore haha). This is rather funny to me because A. Jenn is much smaller than Kat and Kat could break her in half and B. Jenn has opened the door for all of her friends to be tortured. In the past we have left her friends alone and just chalked them all up to be stupid but ok people, but now we get to torture them cause we know it will get to her. Isn't trial and error fun? These friends are by no means innocent, we just let their shit go because we figured the were temporarily insane. No more of that. Yes, Ginger is a nosey bitch with no personality of her own, and yes Mike is a retard who deserves all the diseases that Jenn gives him. We all know that much, but what will become of them without big bad Jenn here to protect them?

Dina

New beginnings and Old memories

2003-10-26T06:35:13Z

Yes yes I am updateing again. I know I know it has been FOREVER. Trey still hasn't set up our computer so I am SOL with my LJ....The only reaswon this is going up is that I am at my parents house and using their computer. I just got back from Philly. Trey and I went up there for a wedding. It was nice. My whole family liked him and my cousin actually liked him enough to ask him when everyone was coming to Texas for a wedding (HINT HINT) LOL! It was a fun weekend. I got a very wierd email today. I wanted to check since I hadn't checked it in like 3 months so I get on and my ex, Chris, had replied to one of my journal entries. It was sort of bitter sweet. He didn't leave anything so that I could get in touch with him, and I really thought it was someone else until I saw my nickname that he used. I tried replying since he wrote it like RIGHT after I went to SA I don't even know if he still looks. It would be nice to know how he is doing though. I just hope he is as happy as I am. In the end I think that is all we have ever wanted for each other. So Chris if you are reading this, drop me a line and let me know you are ok. The email address is still the same.

On another note, I am doing well in SA. I'm with Trey now and we are living together and it has been interesting to get used to, but I think that we both have finally settled down and gotten settled in. I'm happier than I have ever been. So for those of you that have me on your list I will update more when I have a computer again, and for those who may be reading....write me dammit and stop being mysterious guy! :)

It was a Dave Matthews Band Week

2003-07-21T16:05:51Z

So I went on the week o Dave last week with Trey, and I have to say it was very enjoyable. I had a lot of fun and met some really cool people that we ended up going tubing with on Sat. That was fun too minus the part where I flipped in the rapids and hit my tailbone on every fucking rock in the river...Yeah that was nice. 10 days til I am in San Antonio for good. It is coming up quick. It has finally hit me that this is for real. We are moving in together and he is the person I will spend the rest of my life with. It's kinda crazy that it doesn't bother me at all. I haven't even really thought about it that much. I will be all alone all week. My parents are coming up this weekend with the Navigator to help me move some of the furniture I have here and some extra stuff that I don't need. We did some moving earlier in the week too. I am working until Thursday then I have off to concentrate on really moving and cleaning. I'm gonna go so I can kiss the man before he leaves here for work. Be well all....and updates are sparse with everything going on.....sorry.

Parents....woohoo

2002-10-26T09:51:18Z

Here at the parent's house. It is 5am and I can't sleep.....Probably because I was dead to the fucking world asleep last night. Besides the fact that I don't have a bed....yes they are all taken.....my sister has a friend over and Trey is here so there go all the beds....I get the couch with no pillow or blanket....WOOHOO....this is the life....why don't I come home more often? Sheesh.

Trey and I got into a fight on the way here.....like a pull over and talk kinda fight. Yeah it sucked....But I think I got out what I needed to about how I have been feeling lately. I feel bad cause I take it all out on him, when the truth is that it isn't only him that makes me feel this way (to anyone reading---don't take this personally cause it ain't you either :P) Part of it is the time of year.....I always feel burdened around this time cause it is my job to make everyone's birthday (almost all of my family was born in October--hence the reason why I am home) and holidays good. I mean here I am making the effort to come here when I could have just had a nice relaxing weekend at home with no work and yet what did they do for my birthday? Oh yeah, they went to see my brother....the only person in the family with a birthday in MARCH! I'm feeling really self centered cause I feel like I have to make everyone else happy and there is no time for me to make me happy and noone else is willing to go out of their way to do it. So I am stuck between a rock and a hard place again this year....those that have known me have gone through it with me before....bare with me...it will pass....but for a little while I am gonna be down and all around bitchy because I feel left out and not important I guess. At least my mom isn't here to make my life hell.....what luck I came down on a weekend that she will be gone all except tomorrow night....woohoo!

I am gonna go try to get some sleep on the oh so UNcomfy couch. Wish me luck.

YAY

2002-05-30T22:47:10Z

:: how jedi are you? ::

I'm a bad employee

2002-05-08T21:28:18Z

SO let me quit you idiot. If you are gonna call me a bad employee to my face then why are you sitting there begging me to stay. Don't tell me things that you think will motivate me tell me the fucking truth. That you need me to stay cause I am the only fucker there with any kind of work ethic and that if I wasn't there half the shit that gets done wouldn't. My attitude sucks.....so fucking deal with it....I am not changing who I am because 2 people don't like me. Really I'm not. I'm not there to make friends I'm there to make money and if you have a problem with it LET ME QUIT. This is retarded. UGH.

Anyway, happily looking for a new job. Anyone know of anything open? I signed my yea away on the lease yesterday so I am stuck in Austin for another year. Kinda bummed cause everything that I want is somewhere else.

*Put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Say you want to get married
And Runaway
I want to wake up where you are*

So I am going back to work today and I really don't mind it cause well, fuck that place and I am gonna find a new job....YAY!

Happy wednesday.

Missing Trey

2002-04-30T20:33:01Z

You're in my heart--Rod Stewart

I didn't know what day it was
when you walked into the room
I said hello unnoticed
You said goodbye too soon

Breezing through the clientele
spinning yarns that were so lyrical
I really must confess right here
the attraction was purely physical

I took all those habits of yours
that in the beginning were hard to accept
Your fashion sense, Beardsly prints
I put down to experience

The big bosomed lady with the Dutch accent
who tried to change my point of view
Her ad lib lines were well rehearsed
but my heart cried out for you

Chorus:

You're in my heart, you're in my soul
You'll be my breath should I grow old
You are my lover, you're my best friend
You're in my soul

My love for you is immeasurable
My respect for you immense
You're ageless, timeless, lace and fineness
You're beauty and elegance

You're a rhapsody, a comedy
You're a symphony and a play
You're every love song ever written
But honey what do you see in me

(Chorus)

You're an essay in glamour
Please pardon the grammar
but you're every schoolboy's dream
You're Celtic, United, but baby I've decided
You're the best team I've ever seen

And there have been many affairs
Many times I've thought to leave
But I bite my lip and turn around
'cause you're the warmest thing I've ever found

(Chorus

Ugh

2002-04-24T20:09:12Z

Still pissed and I don't want to go to work today. Thanks for listening to me bitch and whine last night Stu! Off to get ready for work and the never ending battle with the children that I work with!

FUCK OFF!!!!!!

2002-04-24T09:29:05Z

I just wrote this whole big long post out and my mother fucking computer froze....So now I sit here crying cause that was just the perfect way to end the shitty night I had had.....So I say this.....FUCK WORK....I'm looking for a new job.... FUCK MISSING CHRIS.....He understood....I miss his friendship......FUCK MY COMPUTER...Piece of shit. FUCK THIS NIGHT....OMG so shitty......AND FUCK DISHONESTY.....another time, another post...... Oh and FUCK EVRYONE THAT I HELP OUT AND THEN GO AND WHINE ABOUT ME...... Who else??? UUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Glad Shell had her epiphany....really I am.....but I am way too upset and pissed off to write about it right now....

FUCK OFF WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Last one and YAY again

2002-04-14T05:13:06Z

Who's Your 80s Movie Icon Alter-Ego? Find out @ She's Crafty

FAITH YAY! I like her....LOL

2002-04-14T05:06:08Z

Who's Your Inner Buffy Bad-Girl? Find out @ She's Crafty

LMAO!!!

2002-04-10T16:31:06Z

Which Empire Records Character Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

YAY!

2002-04-10T16:22:26Z

Which Sex and the City Player Are You? Find out @ She's Crafty

Feeling better.

2002-04-03T20:16:59Z

Thanks for all the advice guys! I am no longer bleeding to death. YAY ME! I do feel a little weak from the loss of blood (yes I lost that much) but I will go to work and eat a burger and I'll feel better. I think I am going to have to stay all night @ work tonight cause I stil don't have rent and I have other bills besides rent that I have to pay very soon plus going home and stuff. That kinda sucks since I am the 5 o'clock waiter so that I don't have to stay cause I have to be there tomorrow morning. Oh well, we'll see how it goes and how I feel and stuff.

Moving right along, I want to see Ben Harper in concert again. I checked and he isn't gonna be in town anytime soon which sucks. He just fucking rocks live. And he is not hard to look at either! Sheesh. So my wish is that he will say fuck it and come to Austin cause Dina wants to see him.

I hope Trey is having a less stressful day today. I'm so proud of him. Not sure if the reason is a secret or not so I'll just leave it at that.

I have been thinking about work alot lately. I may not make the move to the new store. I might go up there to train and stuff but I think I'll come back to the store I work at now after training and stuff. I will make more money and I won't have to deal with Kevin. I found out the other day that Kevin will pretty much be running the new store, and it seriously makes me want to be sick. Not only is Kev a bad manager he is a hypocrit and he sucks when it comes to me. I love him to death outside of work but I can't stand him as soon as he walks in that door and he gets all high and mighty. Even when we were dating we fought all day at work and as soon as we walked out the door we were fine again. So yeah it sucks alot but I think I would be much happier staying at the old store. I know they need me to train and stuff though so I'll end up going to the new store for a little while....maybe for the summer and then coming back to the old store.

I guess that is it for now. I should go get ready for work since I have to shave and stuff (another annoying girl thing) Hugs and stuff.

OMG This is fucking funny

2002-04-03T19:57:00Z

You?re Britney Spears! Face it, ya got it made. You?re sexy and popular, and have tons of people craving to be you. Sure, you?ve got some enemies out there, but you?ve also got a lot of people wishing they were with you. You?re the kind of person who knows you?re hot, and you?re not afraid to go all out to prove it.

What Kind of Pop Princess Are You? Quiz by Jonah

Again fuck off world

2002-03-21T22:29:06Z

Shell is at home now and feeling better and that makes me happy. I've talked to her alot in the past few days and I can see her improving. It's wonderful. Everyone in the world is a little erked with me right now it seems. It wouldn't be fair to them to say that I don't know what I did cause I do. I just don't feel that I am wrong or unjustified about it. I just wish that people trusted me a little more and jumped to conclusions a little less. I wouldn't do anything to intentionally hurt someone that I care about. I don't know.....on to other things.

Stuart is here. He's been a very close friend and trusted companion for a while. He knows so much about me and how I have changed over the years. For the last few days we have just sat and talked all night. About life, about love, about Shell, about everything. He is an amazing friend and probably the only person in the world other than Shell who can just look at me and know that I am holding something back. I usually hide very well but I think those two might have went to Dina class together. So I am having a good time with a close friend and getting some stuff out that I need to.

Trey is coming down here tonight to meet Stu. I can't wait for him to be here. I haven't seen him in a few days and that is way too long. I'm excited about that. I really do love him. It's scarey sometimes how much. So I am going out tonight with a good friend and the guy that I love and I am gonna have fun dammit :)

Love to all,
Dina

Fuck off world

2002-03-14T07:57:37Z

Yes this is my mood right now. I'm worried about Shell....a little upset about "other things" and just want everyone but trey to go away and leave me alone. I have been sick for like 3 days....I have a bladder/ kidney infection (thank you Trey) and it hurts. Besides the fact that I have had to work all week including a double yesterday. Trey sits here and vegs while I type cause I just yelled at him about reading over my shoulder. I'm not in a great mood being sick and all and instantly feel bad for griping at him. I sit and think about Shell. It worries me. I hope she is ok. By the time I heard I couldn't call cause I didn't want her "roommate" to cause more problems for her than she has already. God I wish she would get her ass down here. Where I can take care of her and go see her and and and.

OMG...It's official...I'm old.

2002-03-02T00:55:29Z

Take the "How immature are you?" Test

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I wish I thought ahead more

2002-03-02T00:08:14Z

Roger Creager is playing @ Antone's tonight and the scabs aren't even playing on Tuesday. UGH....I wish I would have looked at this before I started making all these plans. Yeah chalk this one up to Dina is an idiot and can't be in charge of anything cause I fuck it up! Oh well....the Scabs will play again and so will Roger Creager. I just wish that I had thought of all this before I started making plans and stuff. Two good shows in one week that I am missing. UGH! OH well. Live and learn.

One good thing though. My guy (hehe) is coming up tonight and I get to spend much needed time with him and cuddle and talk and have fun and and and....I'm EXCITED! YAY!

LMMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-02-26T21:47:25Z

Which Izzard Are You?

Butch Izzard: More likely to wear a leather jacket than a summer frock, you look at things from a more rambunctious and bronzey kind of way. That doesn't mean that you won't sweet-talk someone, it just means you'll find a better innuendo with which to do it. You'd love to have a cup of coffee.

HAHAHAHAHA I am Butch Izzard. Who'da thunk it? And Trey if you call me to make fun of me for this....I'll I'll i'll ummmm SCREAM yeah....I'll scream. Hide face.....am I really that butch????

WAKKA WAKKA WAKKA

2002-02-26T01:56:47Z

	You are Fozzie! Wokka Wokka! You love to make lame jokes. Your sense of humor might be a bit off, but you're a great friend and can always be counted on..
*Take the What Muppet Are You?* Quiz!**

UGH

2002-02-19T20:20:05Z

First of all....to all the people that were around me this weekend...I now feel like death warmed over. I took some antibiotics and am starting to feel better so everyone watch out and start taking vitamin C now before I get everyone in SA and Atlanta sick...LOL. Not sure what it is but the fact that I took antibiotics and I feel a little better sorta tells me that it wasn't just allergies like I thought yesterday. I just slept for 12 hours and all I want to do is go back to sleep and not go to work tonight. Going back to work was gonna be hard anyway after 4 days off but now it is gonna be hell. I wish I had sick time or something. I wish I had any benefits at all for that matter. At least the fever is gone. my poor cat is so jealous.With all the company and stuff this weekend she didn't get much attention....now she won't leave my side. she lays here on my lap and won't move. She gets mad and whines at me whenever I get up to do anything. It's kinda cute, in an annoying sort of way. anyway.... hope everyone has a great day at work and I didn't get anyone sick this weekend.

babydoll99_99 @ 2002-02-07T18:42:00

2002-02-08T00:55:32Z

So here are most of the events from last night. My cat and I are still not speaking. She is mad at me for chasing her around all day yesterday not letting her sleep. Serves her right though! LOL! So I go to work and have one table and then get cut.....it sucked alot. I knew that was gonna be a waste of my time. So I went down the street and had a few beers while I waited for mandelion and citiraver to get here cause is was pointless to go home....I had everything I needed and by the time I got home I would have had to turn around and go right back. So I am sitting at the bar minding my own business and talking to one of the waitresses about how drunk Bree was the night before and how all the rugby players that were there were complete assholes and hitting on anything with legs in the bar....when someone down the bar heard me and happened to be with the rugby guys the night before and she was like....they all aren't assholes. So I return with what do you care what I think? If you want to hang with them I don't give a shit. So she made a noise at me and turned around. I have a nem enemy...LOL!

so I go back to Pluckers and sit down with one of the managers and a pitcher and wait for mandelion and citiraver. So they get there and we eat and go downtown with a couple of my friends. We get there and everything is cool....the others are kinda bored but they didn't want to interupt my conversation so I had no clue.....So then I get into a hockey argument with my friend Darion and I end up spilling beer all over citiraver. OMG I felt so bad......LOL I am such a clutz. It was all over him and the waitress had to bring him a towel and stuff. So I said I was sorry about a million times and I figure I made a great first impression...LMAO! So we head back to my house and mandelion was fallin asleep so I got my bed ready for her and then Bree said she was going to bed and fled the room...I think it was a cospiracy...LOL. So citiraver and I talk and stuff.....It was nice....he is really intelligent. So we lay down on the couch which we both kinda don't fit on cause he is so damn tall and has to squish his legs up...LOL. Then Munson came home and sat in the living room forever! So needless to say not a whole lot went on. We ended up going to sleep.....which was really nice even if I was falling off the couch (COUCH HOG!). So I had a good time over all and I'm sorry to those of you that were bored :( citiraver is a really nice guy and I had alot of fun with him :). And I always love getting to see Mandy. She is a trip and a half. So there are your detail Shell :P. Love you guys!

Email

2002-02-06T16:36:36Z

One day God was looking down at Earth and saw all of the rascally behavior
that was going on. He decided to send an angel down to Earth to check it
out. So he called one of His angels and sent the angel to Earth for a time.

When she returned, she told God, "Yes, it is bad on Earth, 95% are
misbehaving and 5% are not.

He thought for a moment and said, "Maybe I had better send down a second
angel to get another opinion."

So God called anther angel and sent her to Earth for a time too. When the
angel returned she went to God and said, "Yes, the Earth is in decline, 95%
are misbehaving and 5% are being good."

God was not pleased. So He decided to E-Mail the 5% that were good because
He wanted to encourage them..... give them a little something to help them keep going.

Do you know what that E-mail said.......?

You didn't get one either, huh?

My so called crazy life

2002-02-04T09:48:54Z

So I didn't fully wake up til about 9:30 pm today.....Yes I slept through the Super Bowl. I had every intention of watching it and fell back to sleep. I had a late late night last night and drank WAY too much and got naked in front of the General Manager...Nice huh? I should get a pretty good schedule for the next couple weeks though. Besides all the teasing and stuff that is gonna go on @ work. Ok so I am nervous about meeting a guy for the first time in my life. It's weird.... he seems really really nice and really smart and just the kind of guy that I could like even if it is just friendly.....but he is a friend of Mandy's that means alot to her and that she thinks alot of and I'm the crazy girl that goes out and gets naked when I get too drunk. It is just weird. Hopefully I will get over this by the time we meet and I will just meet a new friend that I can have fun talking to cause I have had alot of fun talking to him so far. I think another reason I am nervous is cause I don't know what's going on in other places in my life. Don't get me wrong I don't think that this guy and I are gonna meet and fall in love and get married or anything, but I do know that I am attracted to him just by talking to him on the phone. I guess the thing is that I don't know what I feel about Kevin or Jason even for that matter. Kevin is the big one. I don't know what is going on between us or how I feel about it. It makes me nervous because I am a control freak when it comes to my life. If I'm not in control of my feelings and my thoughts I go nuts and it makes me edgy. I am making a mountain out of a mole hill and I know that but I can't help it. Just the way that I am.

On another note, I got into a fight with a friend of mine today. I was harsh on her and I feel bad for it. We are always bluntly honest with each other and that is one thing that I love about our friendship, but I think sometimes I need to learn how to put some sugar on some of the stuff that I say. I have never been very good at it, but I am going to start making an effort to try to do it more often. Sorry I was so harsh Shell. I love you.